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01:25 pm
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What's a girl to do?
*Summer's over. I'm taking a semester off to work, save money, and deal with this family business. It gets pretty boring sometimes, but what can you do.
*I've found myself a good one, and he's great, and I'm anxious to see where things lead. But I'm so unsure. How can you open your heart to someone when you're so afraid? I'm so scared to let someone new in and risk going through that feeling again.
*But at the same time, I still care about the one who broke my heart, and I still compare every boy to him. And I should be ready to move on and get over it, and accept that things are different, that people change. I should be able get over him. Why can't I? :(
*I don't know why I write in this thing. Anyways, I don't know what to do. :(
Current Mood:  unsure
Current Music: Jewel- Foolish games
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01:48 am
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you're so vain, I bet you think this song is about you
I AM A MAGNET FOR ASSHOLES! seriously. >:0
I feel like I'm one of those sticky fly traps for dick heads. When will I ever learn my lesson?
JESUS CHRISTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Current Mood:  upset
Current Music: alanis morissette
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09:57 pm
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Here's to the nights we felt alive.
I'm ready to move on with my life. I'm ready to graduate. I'm ready to have my own apartment with Shauna. I'm ready to open up and see where my heart takes me this time. <3
I'm going to miss so many people. Random people too, like the ones I only see one period a day. I will miss them, and my best friends too. :( But I guess that's growing up.
Let's make this a summer to remember! <333 :)
Current Mood:  hopeful
Current Music: Ben Jelen
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09:59 pm
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I'm all about the good times!
Everything is so amazing. Prom = AMAZING!!! After prom = AMAZING! Senior skip day we all played wiffle ball and had a BBQ!!! I LOVEEEE my friends so much!! :) AND Tomorrow is Senior Lock In!! :)
EVERYTHING IS SOOOOO AMAZING! I LOVE EVERYONE. :) I hope everyone is this happy, because this feeling is amazing. I'm having so much fun with my life. :)And things are looking up in the boy department, FINALLY A GOOD ONE! :)
I don't even care if no one comments, b/c I'm so happy. <33333
Current Mood:  AMAZING
Current Music: Gavin Degraw hahahaha
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09:50 pm
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I'm gonna stay 18 forever, so we can stay like this forever...
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
Everyone's doing it. So do it.
PROM IS TOMORROW!!!!!!! It's gonna be amazing! I'll update later about it! :-*
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Brand New- soco amaretto lime
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02:54 pm
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I LOVE vacation <3
This vacation has been amazing!! Getting wasted every night with my pals. :) We have such good times, but sometimes a little crazy! haha :)
This week I went a little wild. whooops! But at least I got to make out with Erik Bernard!!! Haha yea guy!
I can't fucking wait for summer!
<33333333333
Current Mood:  crazy
Current Music: Jack Johnson
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05:25 pm
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Ain't nothing wrong with a booty call.
VACATION! holy shit I'm so excited! I'm getting drunk with the girls every single night!!! :) ahhh so fun!
Well, at least I got told the truth finally. God I was so stupid. Never trust boys, that is my new motto! They will only lie, tell you things are "different this time", send mixed signals, ignore you, then break your heart. :) oh whatever! hahaha
COMMENT IF U WANNA CHIIIIIILL THIS VACATION! <3333
Current Mood:  fucking amazing
Current Music: G Love - Booty Call
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01:32 am
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Put it in my mouthhhhhh, i said my mother fucking mouth
I guess I should update and make a real entry since Mere and Meg say all my entries are the same. So here you go girls!
Everything is going very well. Tonight I went to a Transsexual club with the girls. We got kicked out within 3 minutes. :( Then I did some random fun shit with some girls. :)
Untalented hour is next Tues & Wed, so GO! Because I'm in it with all my friends! woo
April Vacation? oh helllll yes! I'm throwing a party Sat, April 23 at this doctors house whom I'm dog sitting for. So just ask for directions! :)
Goodnight everyone <3 p.s summer is so soon i can't even wait!
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: some slut - put it in my mouth
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12:42 am
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*Oh this is the start of something good....
Things are looking up. A big lesson I need to learn is not to open up my heart so much to people and care so much. It will only tear you apart. I still have a long way to go, but I'm getting there. I need to learn to let go and laugh at life.
Oh and the boy situation? I'm just going to take it easy, relax, and let things happen. :) Things are looking goooooood tho! :) I am happy.
Prom? Prom Date? pshhh No comment on that.
Current Mood:  truly happy
Current Music: Acceptance - Different
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12:05 am
[Link] | i've never updated drunk before, so i'll try my hardest. i went to jenna's tonight. but everyone got kicked out. so i'm home early and ready for easter.
OK all I've got is one question!!!! WHO'S HORNY!??! seriously!?!? haha
everyone who's horny just join with me and increase the peace! no more fucking drama. just horny good times!
summer is coming up! SO LETS FUCKING PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYY
another note - ALL BOYS ARE ASSHOLES! :) so fuck them! WHO'S WITH MEEEE
Current Mood:  drunk
Current Music: HILARY DUFF
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02:06 pm
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Time to let go...
It sucks when you have this idea in your head of how things should be, but they don't turn out that way. I can't take it nemore. are you blind!?!? I'M RIGHT HERE, honestly...i'm right here :( but i guess not.
well it's spring so it's time to have fun. i enjoy the good times with my pals. The new english boys are fun too. So fuck being sad and fuck the way you make me feel.
Let's all be Hippies and be free :) <3
Current Mood: time for something new
Current Music: O.A.R - Risen
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11:22 pm
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So this is growing up...
I've been told many times that I need to grow up. I feel like growing up is overrated. I want to be a teenager forever (minus drama). I don't think I am THAT immature either. I just have a bad temper and I'm very sarcastic.
So I've been to the Dr's 80 times the past 2 weeks. Everything is so fucked up. I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what I'm thinking. I feel so weird. I just don't know anything.
If I've offended any of you with anything I've said, or anything I've done, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Everything is just so fucked up right now...
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Snow patrol
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08:14 pm
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*Is it summer yet!?
This weekend was great. i had such a great time with my friends <3 i simply love them :)
i quit my job, so i'll be back to scooping ice cream at Goldenrods...so come see me :)
Things are going well! every day gets better and better! but I really can't wait for summer. I want to go to the beach and be with my friends everyday!
I'm free all this week, so if you want to reserve me comment <3
Current Mood:  touched
Current Music: Something Corp -Konstantine
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02:13 pm
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*My heart will go on...<3
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
*you better do itttttt <3 :)
Current Mood: love
Current Music: Titanic Soundtrack...
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10:22 pm
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*Cause Blue eyes, you're all that I need..
Everything is going so well... I honestly love everyoneeee in my life. If you are reading this, I garunteeee I love you. No Drama, just good times.
Lets give it up for no drama and just a chill end of senior year :)
I'm ready for summer, I'm ready for college, I'm ready for new people, and I'm ready for love <3
ps my homeroom is 703 if u wanna send me a carnation ;) tee hee
Current Mood: loving life
Current Music: please forgive me- david gray
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11:07 pm
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Thoughts to ponder...
My work life is killing me, 35+ hours a week suckssss
Why do girls get feelings for boys over a stupid kiss? especially when the boys aren't even worth it? iduno..but i do know it's time to let go of feelings, and time for some funnnnnn :)
party this friday at my house? i think so..yeaaa happy 20 years mom and dad!:)
comment if u wanna party this friday <3
Current Mood:  sleepy
Current Music: Damien Rice
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10:22 pm
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*So let go...
Let's give this Lj thing another tryyyy ;)
wooo for senior year being half way done! and i love my friends obvi <3
yo add this shit again
<3 Shannon
Current Mood:  nerdy
Current Music: Garden State Soundtrack
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05:41 pm
[Link] | Too much drama....so it's friends only :)
Don't like it? Do something about it <3
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